the first step

chapter 10

Bad news!
I just told one friend of mine that I'm pregnant and now everybody on my and Sam's school knows about it.
All of them know it. Oh god!
But Sam wasn't angry or anything like that, no, during the last days he was totally friendly and nice.
He even went with me to the hospital for a scan and the doctor told us that everything is normal. I was very very happy about that.

the first scan! this is our child:)

When we left the hospital, Sam kissed me and I took his hand.
It felt so good to touch him again and it was like in the beginning , like on our first date. Everything was new but anywise close.
Maybe we could have something like a restart and when I asked Sam how he thinks about all of that, he told me that he likes it and that maybe we could be more than friends.
Yes, that's what he said!
And Sam even told me that he likes the idea of beeing in a good contact the next years, while our baby grows up.
The next days were totally great.
Sam and I understood us perfectly, did homework together and watched TV, but we never had sex.
I think it's too early for both of us and we should go on slowly now.
My mum told me that it would be good to go to the NCT classes, classes for pregnant women.
And Sam agreed to go with me.
Most of the men and women were much older than Sam and me and it was very strange to be there and get ready for my baby.
After the lesson, Sam told me that he would never went again to the class but I have to go again and I will try to make him accompany me again.
I'm so glad how it is at the moment and everything seems to become good.
Sam is a perfect boyfriend for the second time and I'm happy that I will get a baby with him and not with some stupid guy.
I'm sure he will be a good father and will take responsibility..