new love - new life?

chapter 3 & 4

My time with Sam is the best i've ever had.And i know, i'll never never forget this.
We do so much wonderful things together and always have been a lot of fun.
When Sam and I stayed in Clissola Park I admit my Love to him.I've never told somebody before:I love you.
I think those three words should me mean serious, but with Sam it's more than just a bit fun, it's a feeling, i can't describe and I think all should be like it is:)
When we don't see us just one day I think I die.Maybe you think it's too extreme..maybe.But I think that our destiny is being together.
One evening his mum invited me for lunch and we had a nice conversation.She's really cool.
She's pretty young and Sam told me that all his friends loves his mum, because she's very beautiful.We talked a lot and made some jokes about Sam.
Then I asked her, what it was like, have a baby with 16, because I don't know any other person who get a baby in this age.

But when my parents invited Sam for dinner it wasn't as well as at Sam.I think Sam doesn't like my mum and dad so much.Surely, he was very friendly to their, but maybe he thinks they doesn't respect him how he's, because he's very different to us.But in my opinion it's important that Sam get along with my Family..

Our Lovestory is awesome and I like spending time with Sam.I'm proud of having such an nice and goodlooking boyfriend on my side.I enjoy my time with him and we always kiss, laugh, have sex and hold hands.., on my mind very very romantic.
It's like my dreams become true.
He always need to contact me and we write messages all the time.
But one day my charger doesn't work, I was panicky and didn't't want that Sam understand it wrong or have dark thoughts, but I took my father's mobilephone and wrote him a nice text.

Later things changed.I dunno how it could happen, but we saw us less and less and he didn't text me.Our relationship is so important to me, but maybe for Sam it's different.
I had a strange feeling and wrote him a messages hat I missed him.Now I couldn't do anything but wait.