leaving..

chapter 6,7,8

In chapter 6, Sam dreamed about his future. He's dreaming that he had decided for a life with Alicia and their baby, called Roof, and that both are living together in Alicia's home with her family.

My feelings about Sam in chapter 7 and 8:
I didn't hear from Sam for some days, I thought about calling him and talking with him about us.
But I had enough problems and I didn't want to run after sam.
When I was sitting in my room, Sam's mum came to us and asked my parents if she could talk to me.
I left my room and went downstairs to her to look what was wrong.
Sam's mum told me that Sam had run away and she didn't know, where he wanted to go.
She was very worried about him, because he didn't came home this night and this wasn't normal for Sam.She already had spoken with his friends and his father and she told me she would call the police to find Sam because nobody knew where he could be.
I didn't know what to say.Why did Sam run away?
What were the reasons for this?
How could Sam leave home now without knowing if I'm pregnant or not?
Maybe he wanted to run away from his problems.
I knew our future would be difficult for both of us, but going away isn't a good solution.
I couldn't imagine to be without him and therefore I had to find him with his mother before something bad would happen to him.
So, his mum and I searched him but we didn't found him.
I hoped he would come back soon because I had to talk with him and I missed sam a lot.